a white shirt........................My indecisiveness about lunch soft fur...........................had reached a point warm milk......................tuna fish sandwich, but there was no mayonnaise............... the sound of water.........Tuna fish casserole. rain................................too much preparation. too much food. cold water......................My indecisiveness about lunch. ...............there is no such person, the server responded....................had reached a point brown grass on the hills...I ate black olives from the can a flowered dress..............while I scanned the contents of the refrigerator. ...............................a half drunk bottle of beer from yesterday....................... background noise............Inside the plastic package, corn tortillas were growing hard, curled at the edges........................ low flying planes.............curled at the edges. ........................ an unearthly deep blue marble counter ...............My indecisiveness about lunch.................. the smell of green grass....The assorted cans on the shelf not warm sun.........................combinable. a red front door................black beans, sardines, asparagus soup. cold cereal........................ working............................ making things.................... blue shirt....................... making love...................... the children laughing.......... blue jeans......................... potato soup...................... footprints.......................... unwashed windows........... the pine trees overhead...... walking............................. riding................................ the horizon........................