Kathy Al(bert)/Ossian Phil Jeff Eve Craig Moonbeam Lily Brian
based on: Kathy Bolles; Chris Jacoby; Chris Zubach Kathy's Frank David Komito; Chris Zubach's guy Chuck Henderson (a little); Crumb cartoon; Randy Annie (a little); Star Craig me; Alston's girl Linda Mandel Jeb; Well guy Alston
physical appearance: blonde, straight hair; svelt & worries about it thin, wiry; long mustard brown hair in pony tail, blue eyes that smile; later-starts to grow beard

dark hair, dark eyes, dark beard, sharply chiseled features; later - no beard

wild & woolly dirty brown curls; fuzzy sideburns, chunky, big bear

brown hair, straight, cut in pageboy, chunky, not pretty, comfortable

big, muscular, long blonde ponytail (surfer)

slim, long arms & legs, brown braids wound around her head big boobs, tomboy, spit curls; thick black hair George Harrison
perceive the world as: big & unknowable; feels lost (magic) a shadow of what it could be (magic) conspiracies painful (jokes to forget) people, kids, home, family party-time sparkly; always wants more & more extremes small & crushing; feels trapped quiet earthy sense of humor; midwesterners downhome view
wants:

to grow up & not grow up (=find herself); to fall in love; live fully (unlike her parents)

to find himself WITHOUT growing up to help the world (intellectual; political activist); be a hero to joke his way through life (trust account) to be an earth-mother: have everybody love each other to hang out, be cool, do his own thing, not work hard (surfer)

to be herself (kookie)

(rich parents)

to be popular to serve his parents & country, be a good person
exaggerate to: to make things change; create community appears to be a joker, no respect for parents, authority cynicism, negativity, chip on shoulder living in fantasy has affairs to be a star self-destructive dreams of stardom keeps getting into trouble; drugs

what's keeping him/her from doing it:

lack of self-knowledge (uncertainty of how to be) social expectations lack of power he does it; but loses his love life & kids reality of marriage he does it; but he gets obnoxious social expectations   naivete; getting busted
how they appear to others (what they try to hide): always doubting herself shy heartless; unable to realte to people never serious; tendency to alcoholism calm, together, mature, self-assured surfer funny clown, immature, loser straight, blind, naive
experience 60s: as art as religion & psychology as politics as theater as love as time to party as time to play as media as the war & drugs
what they discover good about themself: curious about people; talented, can-do under right circumstances really together hippy leadership abilities family man unable to pick a good man can be musician without the road creative own inner strength not so stupid after all; country boy, practical, technical
passionate about: being an artist truth; being childlike politics street theater; clowning loving home, children, animals music; Moonbeam creativity music heros; movie heros; magazine stars serving
the right goal: do her own thing first going into the career area he really wanted (working with kids) to appreciate/value people above politics family comes first accept reality to be close to his friends to be creative in ways that serve I'm ok, I can do it be part of community
    the first of them to accept & later the first to doubt the 60s   outgoing: closet bi; best friends often men       actually outgoing actually outgoing
differences / compliments: basically serious basically fun loving has to go off and be lonely in order to get it together basically unable to change basically able to change basically needy basically able to be on her own basically fun loving basically serious, level headed