merged with the screen for
days................. ........................Probably Mary was sitting in a padded office chair
eating milk chocolates
...........................in a white carpeted room
incessantly raising her hand......................that looked out on a palm-lined street
in Boca Raton where the snow never falls..........I imagined her eating milk chocolates,
rain.......................continually unwrapping them
her soulmate in vast halls............with
sharp scarlet
fingernails.
the palm trees overhead......
blood stains...................."Trevor says that I am right
about the way that this should be structured."
brown grass on
the hills...
a flowered dress.............."Trevor is out with the dogs."
a red front
door................
sleep...............................
background noise............
low flying planes.............
a black and white document..............
the smell of green grass....
warm sun.........................
cold cereal........................
working............................
making things....................
blue shirt.......................
making love......................
blue jeans.........................
potato soup......................
never know why...............
nausea..............................
footprints..........................
unwashed windows...........
a dark corner....................
walking.............................
riding................................
the horizon........................