futures red

January 12, 2019 11:29:49 PM CT
that you were wasting away through the night
though futures were bright

 

January 12, 2019 11:32:02 PM CT
but  i belong to Heaven tonight

and i know that you would have tried

January 12, 2019 11:33:43 PM CT
i have loved you...
for understanding the need in me to obssessively concentrate on soulful urges

January 12, 2019 11:41:46 PM CT
what is clear
and troubles the mind
until a softness
you bring to life
is demonstrated again in the ways
i occur

 

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October 19, 2018 10:53:56 PM CT
there was a place and there was a time
was face and there was a sign
...to hover behind
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October 5, 2018 11:39:11 AM CT
which you denied

there was the land and there was a sky
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20180910_0645
1) as the state of the future on the scale of being black (abundant) or red (depleted)
2) as a soul/persona in threat of being subjugated by an oppressive psyche or peer

i was here
and you were alive
was a thing / was aware there wasn’t a time
of every size / x
that belongs to heaven tonight/that you belonged to heaven or my
then to you for all time / confused/exclusive delights

i wasn't paying attention to why
there were futures too many to try
and become what so many would like
but refuses to abide/find

future’s red isn’t anything light/nice
nor such rapture as we would surmise/nor the rapture so many surmise
future’s red is the meter to mind
and avoid in life
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20180910_0624
i was here
and you were alive
was a thing
and there was a size
that belongs to heaven tonight
then to you for all time
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20180906_0527
i was here
and you were alive
i was a thing
and there was a size

i belong to heaven tonight

i wasn't paying attention enough