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permalink #251 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Fri 5 Nov 99 17:25
permalink #251 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Fri 5 Nov 99 17:25
I wish this meta-discussion would take place elsewhere. It's really off-
topic.
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permalink #252 of 367: unpleasantness (vasudha) Fri 5 Nov 99 17:31
permalink #252 of 367: unpleasantness (vasudha) Fri 5 Nov 99 17:31
I thought the interview was over
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permalink #253 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Fri 5 Nov 99 17:32
permalink #253 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Fri 5 Nov 99 17:32
I have hidden <230> and asked indra to either repost it without chanson's
words, or get chanson's permission to include.
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permalink #254 of 367: Yoyows!! (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:36
permalink #254 of 367: Yoyows!! (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:36
I am not permitted to quote from the ravings in the WELLmembers-only
News topic because it is apparently "against the intent of YOYOWs", but
here is a reply I just made, from which you can perhaps deduce the
tone and content of what I was responding to:
"You lot really surprise me. Why wouldn't you want to have Kevin
Mitnick talk on here? If I had a system like the Well, I'd love to
invite people like that, who've had such bizarre experiences.
"Also I challenge any of you to point out the *real* harm - not just
the puerile, meaningless insults - in anything Geno wrote. By contrast,
there seems to be real malice in here, a real desire to hurt.
"You are livid, so enraged, about Geno's coprolalia, but someone in
News referred, if I remember right, to the Bhopal postings as a "sob
story". This would be beneath contempt if it weren't so un-sane.
"Truly the only sane way to respond to you is to keep laughing."
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I don't think the News discussion is being misrepresented. I've now
had emails from about four people telling me they've been
electronically lynched in there for being positive about this
interview. All this is marvellous material for the follow-up book that
I have half-planned, more about which later.
As for my earlier post, which was hidden, here it is again with the
offending quote (apologies to YOYOWs!!) removed and paraphrased
instead.
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Thanks to <wjamesau> for #228. That's where all the bitching and
mithering about this topic is going on, safe in a WELL-only conf where
you can't read it.
Here's some stuff I posted in there:
news 2528: News from Around the Well (6/1/1999+)
#1254 of 1256: Indra Sinha (indra) Fri 05 Nov '99 (02:17 AM)
So this where you're all slagging off inkwell.vue topic
52, safe where the outside world can't see you. Hahahahahahaha!
I wish you'd said all this there, given Geno and I a chance to
respond. But don't worry, I guess the WELL is safe enough from
barbarian attack, cos you can pull up the drawbridge, hide behind
the palisades, and peep out from time to time to see if Geno's
out there.
The interview ends today and I am desperately behind with my new
book (fiction, set mostly in India, not a word about modems,
cyberspace or anything of that sort) so I don't have time for it
any more anyway although I'll look in from time to time.
I did suggest to Cynthia some days ago that she might just like to
scrub the whole topic :), but she didn't, so there.
Thank you Cynthia, David, Reva, for putting up with me and my guests
for the past fortnight. You can relax now.
--At this point I had quoted from someone called <chanson>
who had suggested that the, allegedly, worthwhile bits of this
interview could be extracted and posted separately, without the dross.
According to Well rules I shouldn't have quoted the person without
their permission, sorry for that. But you have the gist. I replied:
#1256 of 1256: Indra Sinha (indra) Fri 05 Nov '99 (02:38 AM)
Hey, inkwell.vue hosts, please don't take <chanson>'s suggestion.
Who's going to decide which are the "worthwhile posts"? Take my
word for it. On their own, there are *no* worthwhile bits.
The interview should be read as a whole, garbage, puerility and all,
because that's just how it is. The whole point of my fucking book is
that by editing reality to suit our preconceptions, by editing out the
pain and aggravation and anything that disturbs us, we also
cleverly manage not to see things like Bhopal, and then when
something opens our eyes, we say "Oh dear, I didn't realise it
was happening".
Boy, they *fucking hate* us! :)
I love it! Geno, you're a star. My dear old mate, never change, never
die. You're one of the few sane creatures in this insane world.
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permalink #255 of 367: Sob story from Bhopal #1 (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:44
permalink #255 of 367: Sob story from Bhopal #1 (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:44
I still remember the night
the gas leaked. I was sleeping with my three children
Nazma, Shareef and Iqbal beside me. I woke up with a panic
because it felt like some one was choking me. The room was
filled with pungent smoke. I thought some one was burning
chillies to ward off the evil eye. The smoke got heavier and
heavier. My husband and children too got up and started
coughing. The children were groaning that they could not
bear it. So we carried the children in our arms and joined
the surging crowd outside, all trying to get away. People
were running blindly. Many were falling down. By then my
eyes had become so swollen that I could hardly open them. I
had my dupatta covering my eyes. I was carrying four year
old Nazma and my husband was carrying Shareef who was six
and Iqbal who was two years old. I had gone a little
distance when Nazma started making gurgling and choking
sounds. I pried my eye lids open and saw there was froth
coming out of her mouth. I looked around but could not find
my husband. So I went inside the nearest house I could spot
and asked for some water for Nazma to drink. At around 2 in
the morning my sister's husband who was on duty at the Union
Carbide factory came looking for us. He too was in a bad
condition. He told me not to stay in the house because the
gas was still leaking and it was getting thicker and thicker
inside the house. But I could not go anywhere so I spent the
night with the family. In the morning my eldest brother came
to fetch me. He took me to the dispensary at the Carbide
factory. There they put some drops in my eyes, that's all.
My husband who had been looking for me with the children
also reached my brother's place. After four days we went
back to our own home. The children could not keep any food
in, they were vomiting all the time. My eldest son Shareef
died after three months. We tried everything to save his
life. Took him to different doctors, spent a lot of money
but he didn't survive. Three months after that I gave birth
to a son. We named him Yosouf. He was born sickly and had
strange looking yellow coloured eruptions on his neck. When
he was about a year old, I was still breast feeding him, he
died in his sleep. Another daughter was born to me -
Shahbano. She too was sick all the time, we lost her too.
My son Iqbal is not growing properly, he is 16 years old now
but looks like he is 10 or 12. My husband used to carry
cement bags before the gas, but he hasn't been able to work.
Both of us have this burning in the chest. We went to
different private clinics as long as our savings lasted.
Doctors charged 50 to 100 rupees for every visit. When we
had no money left we had to go the government hospitals. But
visiting government hospitals was so tiring and it seemed
like a waste of time. The doctors there would write down the
medicines we were supposed to take before we even finished
telling them about our problems. The tablets they gave me
made me feel worse.
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permalink #256 of 367: Sob story from Bhopal #2 (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:48
permalink #256 of 367: Sob story from Bhopal #2 (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:48
Forgot to mention, that story was told by a woman called Hajra-Bi.
This is the story of a man called Jewan Shinde.
I used to be an
autorickshaw driver and around 12.30a.m on the night of the
disaster I was driving through Bharat Talkies going towards
home. I suddenly started feeling really hot. At that time I
could not see any signs of the gas or the turmoil of
afterwards. I got home and went to sleep not thinking
anything more. Around 2.30a.m I suddenly awoke to find that
my quilt was on the floor despite it being a winters night.
Outside there was screaming and shouting of 'bhago, yaha se
bhago'. ("Run, run away from here".) There used to be a food
inspector who lived opposite our house and I could hear his
voice outside. From inside the house I shouted asking him
what was going on. He shouted back that gas had leaked from
Carbide and that I should not open the door. By this time
smoke had started seeping through from under the door. That
was when the coughing started. I, my wife and my two sons
(aged 4 & 6 at that time) felt as if we were choking.
It felt like someone was
burning chillies. I got really scared and out of fear I
opened the door. Outside everyone was running, screaming,
nothing could be seen - the thick fog hung everywhere. It
was clear that we were being poisoned - the stench of
rotting potatoes was strong. I took my family to the
landlords house who stayed one door away. The gas filled
their house also. 14 people, my family and my landlord's
family then all climbed into my autorickshaw and I started
going towards new market. I, by mistake took the wrong road
- instead of going towards the cantonement, I headed through
Qazi Camp. Everywhere there were people running, vomiting,
men and women wearing almost nothing. The cloud still hung
thick. Many people tried stopping the auto and begged for
space, but what could I do? Driving through Qazi camp I
started to feel faint and I thought I would lose
consciousness. My landlords wife, Rama Devi kept saying
'himat rakho, is gadi ko bahar nikalna hai'. ("Have courage,
we've got to get this vehicle out of here".)
Terror had filled me from
within. Street lamps looked as if they were dim candles
burning. Peoples screams and shouts dulled by the thickness
of the gas fog. By the time we made it to Kamla Park it
seemed the gas was over. I then took my family to South T.T
Nagar where someone known to Rama Devi lived.
I then tied a wet muffler
over my mouth and went back into the city to find out what
had happened. If I had known how poisonous the gas was then
I would not have gone. I can not tell you what state people
were in. Almost undressed. I saw an old woman at the
government offices in a sari blouse and shorts just sitting.
Bodies strewed the streets.
At around 4a.m a man
stopped me and asked me to take him to the station. I told
him that all trains had stopped. But he insisted. We got to
the station. Five corpses lay on Platform five. The man saw
this and ran.
All night I roamed in my
auto. Picking up as many people as I could, those who fell
against my auto and dropped them wherever I could. The roads
were full of people. The stampede of the dead and living.
Police vans were roaming blaring 'evacuation.' I saw a dead
buffalo, twice the usual size. Its tail stuck straight up
into the air.
At around 6 a.m. I made it
back to my house in Teela Jamalpura. The whole colony was
desolate, apart from a few people who had not run. Most of
them were vomiting outside their own homes. I opened the
door of my house and thick gas started coming out. I left
the door open and ran again.
I made it back to South
T.T Nagar where my family was. By the time I got home my
eyes were swollen and were red like tomatoes. By 10.30 that
morning I took my wife and children and went back home. I
will never forget what I have seen.
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permalink #257 of 367: Sob story from Bhopal 3 (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:50
permalink #257 of 367: Sob story from Bhopal 3 (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:50
This is the story told by Jubeda-Bi
On the night of the
disaster I had come with my husband and children to join a
feast at my brother's place at Quazi Camp. We were coughing
badly and I thought we will die. Then we found an auto
rickshaw and the driver took us to Jehangirabad. We coughed
and vomited all the way and our clothes were soiled. My
daughter Shabana was four years old and she almost never
stopped coughing since that night. She died after seven
years. She used to get breathless and had pain in her
stomach. No medicine worked. We spent so much money on the
treatment of my daughter and husband there was hardly any
left for other expenses. My husband too died with similar
problems. My son Mehfooz Khan, thank the Lord, is physically
okay. But something has happened inside his head. He is
sixteen now but does not do any thing just sits in one place
all day like he is lost somewhere. My other son Majid was
one year old at the time of the gas. He has stomach problems
all year round. A daughter, Rehana was born to me four years
after the gas but strangely she has similar problems like
us. She has fever all the time and her limbs get stiff and
has spells of vomiting.
The gas has changed our
lives in so many ways. After my husband's death I started
working as a house maid. I get only 100 rupees a month but
they give me food too. Earlier we would have new clothes
more than once a year, now we get to wear new clothes once
in two-three years. The children used to go to private
schools buying new books every year. Now my son goes to a
government school and there is no money to buy books.
I am really tired of
taking medicines. Every time I take some pills in my hand I
get in to a panic that I have to put them in my mouth. Even
otherwise I get sudden panic attacks. My knees hurt a lot
and my back aches all the time. I went to the government
hospital and took treatment for a month there. But it didn't
do me any good. Then my sister told me to go to Sambhavna
Clinic. At Sambhavna I was treated with massage therapy. Now
I can walk freely, though I am yet to be able to lift any
weight. I am till under treatment and am hopeful that I will
get alright without having to take any medicines.
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permalink #258 of 367: Story of Kahkashan (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:52
permalink #258 of 367: Story of Kahkashan (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:52
I do embroidery work with
my three sisters Shabana, Paribano and Abida. We bring jobs
home. Our eldest sister Farida used to work with us too. She
died in '93. She remained ill ever since the gas, she used
to cough a lot and complain there was burning in her chest
and pain all over her body. My father too is very ill. He is
a tailor but he can hardly work. Last week he fainted while
at the sewing machine. We had to rush him to the hospital.
One of my brother sells vegetables and one is a tailor. My
brother Afaq has mental problems, he gets irritable at the
slightest thing and some times becomes violent. We took him
to the hospital several times but he was not getting any
better. They say we should take him to private clinics but
we don't have money for that.
My eyes burn a lot and I
cant see properly. There is burning in my chest and pain
too. Sometimes I think it is better to die than live with so
much pain all the time. A year after the disaster, I was
seven then, I fainted in the middle of the road and a
motorcycle went over my head. But the army man who was
riding the motorcycle was a good man. He took care of my
treatment. I was unconscious for two months. My head still
hurts at times. I also had a back problem. For a long time I
could not do any work, couldn't even walk some distance.
When the pain was too much to bear my mother used to heat a
brick and place it on my back, that and some light massage
would ease the pain for a while. She also took me to the
hospital. I had to take a handful of medicines and an
injection every day. The pain would be manageable as long as
I took all these medicines and if I stopped the pain would
come back. Then one of my aunts told me about the Sambhavna
Clinic. The doctor at Sambhavna told me to go for massage
therapy. I am still on massage therapy and most of the pain
is gone. I can now walk freely and am able to work. I don't
have to take any medicines.
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permalink #259 of 367: Story of a child, Kundan (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:55
permalink #259 of 367: Story of a child, Kundan (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 22:55
I was just eight days old
and still in the hospital when the gas leaked. My father who
was with me then, told me, doctors put me in a glass box,
but I still got gas in my eyes and through my breath. My
father also got hit by the gas. My mother and elder sister
and brother were at home. They did not run away, all night
they stayed under a thick quilt. My mother went out to see
what the commotion was all about and she got quite badly
affected. She coughs all the time and gets fever often. Her
body aches and she has pain in her hands and legs. My father
has pain in his stomach. After the gas I they kept me in the
hospital for about 15 days then all of us went to our
village.
I study in fifth grade.
Early this year I had gone to my grandmothers place. We had
gone for two months but then my uncle broke his leg in an
accident so we had to stay longer. When I came back they
won't take me back at school. I liked going to school. I
used to study Science, Hindi, Social Science and English.
Most of all I liked studying science because you learn about
how the body works and how things work. When I grow up I
want to become a science teacher or a doctor. Most of all I
want to become a good man.
I like playing cricket. I
think the Indian team is the best in the world and Sachin
Tendulkar is the very best. Azharuddin and, Nayan Mongia and
Saurav Ganguly are pretty good too. When I play cricket I
cant make many runs because I get breathless when I run and
my chest hurts. I would like to watch cricket on TV but I
cant because my eyes hurt and get filled with tears when I
watch TV. My eyes hurt when I read. My friends too have all
kinds of health problems. I have many friends but there are
about ten with whom I am closest.
We live right across the
Carbide factory. So many people in our community are sick.
So many have died. And people are still dying after they
have been sick for a long time. People cant breathe
properly, they often have fever, aches and pain in their
stomach. Men and women have become weak. Lot of people can
not go to work.
I do not know who is the
owner of the factory. One of my neighbours told me they used
to make poisons to kill insects in the factory. I think no
body should make poisons. Why kill insects, or rats or any
other living thing. They have their life and we have our
own. Why kill? The poisons from the factory have come into
our drinking water wells. There is poison all around.
Some people in my
neighbourhood remind me that I stayed alive even though I
was so small while so many people died. They make it sound
like I brought on all this on the people. That makes me
really sad.
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permalink #260 of 367: Indra Sinha (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:02
permalink #260 of 367: Indra Sinha (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:02
Only one other human being has ever called what happened in Bhopal a
sob story -- and that was an official of Union Carbide.
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permalink #261 of 367: Death of Raisa Bi, 16 (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:03
permalink #261 of 367: Death of Raisa Bi, 16 (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:03
She died at 6.45 in the
morning of 31st October, 1996 in the TB Hospital. She was
four years old when she was severely exposed to Carbide's
toxic gases. In the interview her mother gave she recalled
"That night my little daughter was vomiting all over the
place and soiling her clothes over and over. She was
coughing and gasping for breath and crying that her eyes
were on fire.. She was very ill for over a week and we
thought the worst was over. A few months later her problems
worsened and she would get acutely breathless and bring out
sputum when she coughed. She continued to have burning
sensation in the eyes. She got weaker and weaker and was
wheezing all the time. She lost her appetite for food and
stayed depressed all the time. Then we spotted streaks of
blood in her sputum. We took her to different doctors and
hospitals but her condition did not improve. She vomited a
lot of blood before she died." The medical records available
with her mother show that Raisa was admitted at the JLN
Hospital on 7.8.'96 for 20 days with complaints of
breathlessness, cough and anxiety attacks. Chest x-ray
report dated 30.10.'96 from the TB Hospital mentions
"Bilateral infiltration with cavity formation left mid
zone".
All three doctors in the
assessment panel in the Sambhavna Clinic's Verbal Autopsy
project have opined that Raisa's death is attributable to
her exposure to Carbide's gases and the injuries caused to
her respiratory and neuropsychiatric systems. In their
opinions tuberculosis was a complication that arose out of
the injury caused to her lungs.
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permalink #262 of 367: Razia's story (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:05
permalink #262 of 367: Razia's story (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:05
We were sleeping
peacefully that night. I got up to find the children
vomiting all over. First I wondered whether it was some
thing they had for dinner. Then I too started vomiting. Soon
all of us, my husband and me carrying the children were
running towards Lily Talkies. My three year olddaughter
Nazma had swelled up so much like she would burst. We took
her to Hamidia hospital. We stayed with her at the hospital
for 15 days and then the doctors said she would not survive.
We were feeling so utterly helpless because there was no
doctor around who knew how my baby could be saved. She died
on the fifteenth day. My husband Rafique owned a watch
repair shop. After the gas he suffered the most in our
family. He would need to sit under a fan. His mouth stayed
open and he had those violent coughing bouts. Often he would
cough blood. He was admitted to Hamidia hospital for three
weeks and then sent home. Soon after early one morning at 3
am he started vomiting and it would not stop. So we took him
back to Hamidia. After a month of his being in the hospital
the docotrs said now take him home we can't do anything to
help your husband. I had bitter arguments with the doctors
but finally brought my husband home. Then a Red Cross
hospital was set up near our house. One month he took
treatment there and then the doctor there said these drugs
are not doing you any good, you might as well stop taking
them. So I took him to the government's Shakir Ali hospital
but the treatment there did little good. Though we were
supposed to get free medicines the doctor there said if you
want to get better medicines you should buy them from the
market. One morning the doctor wrote a prescription and I
worried all day about where to get Rupees five hundred to
but all the medicines. My husband died the same evening at 4
o clock. Meanwhile we had had to sell off the watch repair
shop at a very low price. I went to the claim court with my
husband's medical papers but the officials there said you
have to get the "04 form"filled. They told me to come later
in December ('92) But by then the city was aflame with
Hindu-Muslim riots. I was not able to receive any
compensation for my husband's death nor for my daughter
Nazma's. My daughter Salma developed strange symptoms. She
would itch all over her body and get round blue marks as big
as a rupee coin. I took her to Hamidia then to Shakir Ali
where they told me to take her to Indore. Bu then she was in
a very bad state. She had high fever and her tear drops were
red coloured. Also she complained of her head aching all the
time. I took her to the government hospital in Jehangirabad
where even after four months of regular treatment there was
no improvement in her condition. Then I took her to a
private clinic. They told me right in the begining that
Salma's treatment will be long and expensive. I had no money
left so I brought my daughter back. But then her condition
worsened and I went back to the private clinic. At the end
of her treatment Salma was only slightly better and I was in
debt for Rs 50, 000. Till today we have not been abler to
pay back all the money. Finally Salma got treated at the
Sambhavna clinic where with Ayurvedic treatment she got much
better. I too have been very sick after the gas. I do not
remember falling sick before the gas. To keep the home fire
going I did all kinds of jobs- sweeping, washing dishes and
every kind of hard labour. My vision is blurred, I loose my
balance while walking, I get very breathless and get panic
attacks. When I tell my problems to the doctors at the
government hospitals they say you are just making all these
up.
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permalink #263 of 367: Reshma's story (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:07
permalink #263 of 367: Reshma's story (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:07
I was two years old at the
time of the disaster. Most of what I know about it is from
what my mother has told me. We used to live in Quazi Camp
then. My mother tells me, when the gas struck her she
thought some warehouse that stored chillies, had caught
fire. The room we were sleeping got full of gas. All of us
my mother , father my little brother Mubeen who was only
eight months old and me all were coughing and vomiting and
we could not open our eyes. My mother threw away the covers
because she was feeling so hot. Outside people were shouting
"Run Run" and their was the noise of lots and lots of
people running past our door. My mother wanted all of us to
join the crowd that was running away towards the city. But
my father stopped her, he said if we die, we all die
together. So my mother held on to Mubeen and me and sat next
to the open door thinking the wind will carry out the gas.
Instead more gas got in . My mother says her throat got so
choked she could not even cry out and groan. Father was
huddled in one corner. Mubeen's stomach had swollen like it
would burst. In the morning our uncle took us to the
hospital and for eight days I had a bandage over my eyes.
That's what my mother tells me. She says next morning the
beds, clothes, walls and every thing else in the house was
covered with an oily film.
I study in 10th standard
at the Government Girls School. I like maths best because it
makes me think, use my head. Other subjects one can pass
just by cramming but not maths.I want to be a lawyer when I
grow up and I hope my parents don't get me married before I
become one. When I am doing maths or reading a book I have
to stop every few minutes because I my eyes begin to hurt
and they water. As far as I remember I have always had pain
and burning in my eyes. Some times I get black outs. Also
some times like even when I am walking, all of a sudden I
feel panicky. Breathing becomes difficult and there is a
pounding in my heart. I have to sit down. I have very
painful periods. My mother has to give me hot fomentation.
Even with that the pain gets unbearable. I dread my periods.
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permalink #264 of 367: Sharda's story (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:09
permalink #264 of 367: Sharda's story (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:09
I was ten years old when
the gas leaked. In our neighbourhood there was a house where
snakes had built their nest. The people in the house used to
burn chillies to drive away the snakes. On the night of the
gas when all of us woke up coughing and gasping for breath,
the first thought that came to our mind was that it was the
snake cure gone awry. We opened the door and saw a great
number of people all rushing past. Soon we came to know that
it was gas coming from Union Carbide's factory. My father
said " Lets not run away, because we will surely get
separated from each other in this crowd and darkness. If we
have to die at least let us die together". All of us were
coughing and vomiting and it was getting more and more
unbearable. My grandparents had come for a visit, they too
were in a miserable state. We opened the door after about
four hours. In the morning we went to a tent that had been
set up on the roadside and got some medicines from there -
eye drops and pills. But these were of no use. My four year
old sister Asha died three days after the gas.
My father used to work in
a sweet shop making sweets. Ever since the gas he can hardly
work. There are times when he thrashes about all night like
a fish out of water. Most days he stays in bed. My
grandfather used to get very breathless and cough a lot. he
suffered this for four years till he died.</FONT>
<P><FONT SIZE="-1" FACE="Courier">I got married when I was
seventeen. My husband used to live in the same
neighbourhood. He is a carpenter but can work for hardly
fifteen days in a month. He has cough, pain in the chest and
can not see properly. He was not given any compensation
because he could not present his medical records. During the
Hindu-Muslim riots of 1992 his parents' house caught fire
and all the papers got burnt. My parents could not get any
compensation for the death of my sister and grandfather. The
judge asked for papers, but who was thinking of papers three
days after the disaster. The officials said that my
grandfather did not live in Bhopal and we had to provide
documents to show that he was with us on the night of the
disaster.
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permalink #265 of 367: Indra Sinha (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:09
permalink #265 of 367: Indra Sinha (indra) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:09
This interview is over.
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permalink #266 of 367: Lenny Bailes (jroe) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:53
permalink #266 of 367: Lenny Bailes (jroe) Fri 5 Nov 99 23:53
[reposted from news]
On the Well, words are a kind of psychic blood. Before
dismissing that as the conceit of a sheltered class,
consider it in a larger context. Some disadvantaged
people are willing to kill each other over the lyrics
in rap poetry.
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permalink #267 of 367: Jesus Slut Fucker (jesuschrist) Sat 6 Nov 99 06:20
permalink #267 of 367: Jesus Slut Fucker (jesuschrist) Sat 6 Nov 99 06:20
For all of Lizabeth's whining, she really would have gotten in so much
trouble had she read the book a little closer. She attacked me first
after I made an almost harmless remark about her sexual perferences.
She talked a lot about flaming but she didn''t seem to be able to
deliever anything but "...I'll go take my toys and play somewhere else!
<whine> <cry>..." The reasons Wellers are such horrid flamers
is that they actually take this shit seriously.
-Jesus
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permalink #268 of 367: Indra Sinha (indra) Sat 6 Nov 99 06:52
permalink #268 of 367: Indra Sinha (indra) Sat 6 Nov 99 06:52
This was, I thought, a very perceptive review about what I was trying
to achieve by mixing up realities, and demanding that we not edit out
the contentious and uncomfortable from our experience.
http://www.cplus.fr/html/cyberflash/98-99/BOL/livres-sinha.html
The interview is officially over, but I'll be back from time to time
-- hell I want to know how David and Patricia Chaplin-Loebell's dinner
at Girasole went. I also have one other thing from the book I want to
post.
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permalink #269 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Sat 6 Nov 99 08:47
permalink #269 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Sat 6 Nov 99 08:47
This "sob story" bit is pretty embarrassing, but I want to point out that
only one person said that. The vast majority of us are quite impressed with
what has gone on in this topic.
The number of people offended by the slutfucker's postings is pretty small,
too, for what it's worth.
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permalink #270 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Sat 6 Nov 99 08:47
permalink #270 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Sat 6 Nov 99 08:47
For the record:
Date: Fri, 5 Nov 1999 18:15:36 -0800 (PST)
From: Christopher Hanson <chanson@well.com>
Subject: Reposting my post from news 2528 to to inkwell.vue
Elizabeth, David: Thanks for letting me know about this. In general, I
don't haved a problem with my posts in public or unrestricted independent
conferences being posted elsewhere on the WELL. The world-readable aspect
of .vue conferences may force me to rethink that, but in this particular
case it's okay.
Indra: It's okay to leave that post with my words in it unscribbled, but I
would suggest in the future that you request permission before posting other
people's words in a .vue conference.
Chris
Accordingly, I am unhiding <230>.
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permalink #271 of 367: Indra Sinha (indra) Sat 6 Nov 99 09:14
permalink #271 of 367: Indra Sinha (indra) Sat 6 Nov 99 09:14
David, thanks. You're right. It is weird how this discussion has yawed
and veered wildly from one theme, one emotion, to another, through
these two weeks. I feel as if I've been stunt flying a Foxbat. Thanks
to you, Reva, Lizabeth and Cynthia for putting up with me and the
friends I asked along.
NB: A word to the wise. I'd like to say that though I love Geno like a
brother, and defend his right to be himself in the context of a
discussion about my book, he should probably be discouraged from
leaking into other topics.
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permalink #272 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Sat 6 Nov 99 09:17
permalink #272 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Sat 6 Nov 99 09:17
It's been an intteresting ride, for sure!
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permalink #273 of 367: Katherine O'Brien (feste) Sat 6 Nov 99 09:20
permalink #273 of 367: Katherine O'Brien (feste) Sat 6 Nov 99 09:20
<tnf>
Thank you for not hiding or scribbling posts here;
for me, and for many others, this has been an exhilarating, magic,
sad, funny, vulgar, accepting and humane few days.
(indra)
Your book arrived to-day; thank you for writing it.
Nár laga Dia do lámh
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permalink #274 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Sat 6 Nov 99 09:22
permalink #274 of 367: David Gans (tnf) Sat 6 Nov 99 09:22
Well, I did scribble two posts in this topic...
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permalink #275 of 367: Katherine O'Brien (feste) Sat 6 Nov 99 09:26
permalink #275 of 367: Katherine O'Brien (feste) Sat 6 Nov 99 09:26
never spotted them!
Anyway, you left the great bits untouched!
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