Trapped

A rat in a trap with no way out
Caught in a vise between Love and doubt
Love burning, yearning, longing to fly free
Suspended in terror between you and me

Doubting, suspecting, fearing the worst
Pain in my heart about to burst
Longing for light but trapped in the dark
Shackled, chained, it's no walk in the park

I Love you deeply, truly, madly, I do.
Do you reciprocate, cherish me too?
Or am I a cat's paw, a useful tool?
A simpleton, weakling, laughable fool?

Give me info, data, answers, truth
Internet, databases, white pages, phone booth
Skip trace, look, search, find
Who is on the other end of the line?

Is there no surcease, no end to this pain?
Is the light in the tunnel an oncoming train?
Will I find the truth, and stand there enrapt?
Or am I forever, perpetually trapped?